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semalem nonton Kick Andy di Metro TV, tentang wartawan-wartawan yang meliput daerah konflik....

ada yang udah beberapa kali ketembak,... ada yang ngeliput langsung dengan cara ikut sembunyi2 bareng gerilyawan,... ada yang katanya pas tidur bareng orang idup, pas bangun bareng mayat,... ada yang nemuin penjara bawah tanahnya saddam hussein,... ada yang sempet disandera, dan sebagainya...

seru banget hidup mereka...walaupun setiap saat berada dalam ketegangan dan situasi yang sangat berbahaya....tapi setelah melewati semua itu mereka pasti puas, senang, bangga, dan lain2 karena punya kehidupan yang seru...

ga kayak hidup gw yang datar2 aja...

auah gelap

hmm...

kenapa ya kehidupan gw makin gelap....

semangat kuliah yang awal semester menggebu-gebu, sekarang tinggal beberapa kuliah doang yang semangat tinggi...

main bola hari ini (25 okt 07) gw kayak orang ga bisa main....payah....cupu....ga enak sama temen2....

keadaan finansial semakin buruk....

dan sesuatu ..... , yang bikin hidup gw makin gelap..

lama2 gw join to the dark side-nya kemal nih.....

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

kalo wisuda sedihnya segimana yah??

Ayoooo....!!!

Cerialah teman-teman....!!!

Buat kampus kita cerah kembali...!!!

Masalah...masalah....masalah....

Sepertinya banyak banget anak2 2005 yang sedang kena masalah....

akhir2 ini banyak yang bete...

jadi ikut bete....

gw pun ga luput dari masalah....

masalah yang datangnya dari diri gw sendiri....

kapan gw bisa berubah jadi lebih baik kalau komitmen yang dari dulu udah gw pegang hancur gitu aja...

udah gitu tugas numpuk.....

hah....ribet....